Life's long dead end

Life incident might have brought me down,
I never knew if I'll get up again,
staying down there for the rest of my life...
Walking on my path of life,
you just knock me down,
you stopped me in everything I've ever wanted to do,
I see no point why?
But...
did you ever think of it,
What will you get?
When it all happen,
now I know why...
You know that you've did me wrong,
you want me to forgive you...
you said that you're sorry,
you're wrong...
I'm the one who suppose to be sorry...
for not forgiving you
I've....
changed now,
and it's your fault.
Too late...
I've drop you down dead...

Tiring Day

OMG!!!
Tonight, we went to shop at 1 utama.
We shop from 2 something til' 8 something,
almost 6 hours,
(that's what you get of having a shopaholic mum)
bought so many things!!!
~ bought a book
~ 6 Ts
~ jeans
~ converse
Kinda tiring...
Reach home,
bathe,
and i'm gonna watch tv till late night...

Changing into a new life isn't that hard,
but what I know is...
it won't be long.

All I do for this holiday is...
MSN
go for classes
play wii
laptop
piano
bored...
don't mention the cough ( I hate being sick in the holidays)
I hate this holiday,
it's the worst...

DEMI GOMEZ >.<

I LOVE DEMI LOVATO & SELENA GOMEZ

DEMI LOVATO

SELENA GOMEZ XD

DEMI LOVATO & SELENA GOMEZ
BFFs 4EV@

Missing Forever

Now,
I feel lost,
I feel hurt,
I feel angry,
confused,
frustrated.
It ruined my life,
I'm ashamed,
I'm broken,
I'm confused.
Why must this happen to me??
You thaught me to be a good child,
you told me to do 'this'..
to do 'that'...
not to do 'this'...
not to do 'that'...
You said so yourself,
you want me to grow up to be
your-so-called successful human.
Ya right...
What about now??
Fine...
you cause my life to be like that,
I'm gonna leave,
I'm gonna show you,
I still can continue living.
My life, my choice,
all I need right now is the support from you guys,
please...
It happen all of a sudden,
without a sign,
no warning,
nothing.
I need you guys to move on.
5661
5667
ted
I'll move on.

Oops...

Going to play basketball with friends on Tuesday.
Have to wake up very early...
He he...
Wan Shin is gonna be my alarm clock...
B'coz,
the last time when we were gonna go out to play basketball,
I never wake up,
couldn't get off that bed,
I kinda blame myself for that...
Promise you guys,
I'll wake up this time...
=p
I'll try.

I'd rather drink out of the toilet than having holiday

I don't wanna be at home.
I can even count how many times I can cry in 1 week...
I don't want to cry,
but I can't find a way to express my feeling.
If I want to play the piano,
mum for sure say cannot,
fine.
I cannot lock myself in the room,
fine.
I don't want to go out from my room with a certain reason!!!
Anytime I just step out from my room,
I'll for sure get scolded.
WTF...
Still need to deal with that stupid brother,
FINE...
I'd thought dad not being at home will be at least a good thing,
turns out the same...
But I'm happy,
cause my brother got only 2As...
and other Cs...
Instead my mum wanted to buy him a laptop,
for what???
so he could ruin my life,
so he could show off,
so he could ruin another laptop like he did to mine last time...
Ya right.
Wow...
I can't wait till my dad come back home,
and gives me something to do,
he always ask me to do things,
by that time,
I'll even forget about all these thing.

Holiday stinks

4th day of holiday is already getting on my nerves.
When I couldn't sleep,
I'll just think of you guys,
I miss you guys,
Chloe, Jin Yee,
Amanda, Wan Shin, Jenny,
Teddy, uncle...

At times,
I just feel so boring,
I'd rather sleep forever and never wake up.
AAARRRGGGHHH......
All I have are my brothers bugging me around,
well,
at least my dad is in Shanghai,
I have my freedom.

Hyper Day!!

I'm so happy today...
Go to school watch 2 sides,
each someone I love,
playing basketball.
Jenny, Amanda, Wan Shin, Teddy,
these are the 4 person I support.
Sometimes,
feeling bored...
Sometimes,
just feel so happy.
Amanda ROX!!
Jenny FLY-S!!
Wan Shin's COOL!!
Teddy CUTE!!
But...
too bad,
they lost,
but they had fun...
And then later,
we went to canteen,
chat,
eat...
Went to Wan Shin's house after that.
I'm just so happy.

11 November 2009

Everyday gets more boring,
I wish they'll treat me better,
I wish they'll know how I exactly feel,
I wish everything will change and she's with me again.
I miss her so suddenly,
how she use to be so kind to me,
how she use to understands me,
but now she's not with me,
don't feel like moving on......

JK POP OBSESSED!!!

Super Junior

~ Leeteuk
~ Heechul
~ Han Geng

~ Yesung
~ Kang-in

~ Shindong

~ Sungmin

~ Eunhyuk

~ Donghae

~ Siwon

~ Ryeowook

~ Kibum

~ Kyuhyun

2PM

~ Chansung

~ Wooyoung

~ Nichkhun

~ Junho

~ Junso

~ Jaebeom

~ Taecyeon

Tohoshinki / DBSK / TVXQ
- Xiah ~ Kim Junsu
- U-know ~ Jung Yunho
- Hero ~ Kim Jaejoong
- Max ~ Shim Changmin
- Micky ~ Park Yoochun

Beginning

The 4Ps
~Pussy
~Pam
~Pat
~Pyx

BFFs 4ev@
XD haha
=p muacks...
XOXO
=p

Penny... O.O

Properties Of Penny:

Penny is a kind girl.
-lovely
-helpful
And of course...
loves cat
meow...

Penny's love on stage:

Stepping into a room...
where someone will be on stage singing,
and no one cares about him,
just listen to him singing.
When she enters the room,
the only person who caught her attention..
is him.
All the while,
he was looking at her,
they caught each other's eye
and stayed there for a moment,
they were like the only person in the room.
Suddenly the music stops,
people exchange gaze,
and only realise...
the him in the stage,
is as charming as a prince,
" I don't think I can continue cranking up this party...
if I do not have you singing with me..."
pointing at her...
In an instant,
she was standing right next to him,
feeling her hands on his,
wishing that he is the person she will be with forever.
And he have to be.
She wants him to sing for her every single night,
tucking her into bed,
making her safe and warm,
that's all she ever wants...
from a guy.

Pussy lovely
O.O
XD haha

Pam... Ted

Properties Of Pam:

-music lover
Pam likes a guy who doesn't care about a girl's outlook,
but the inside.

Pam's music of love:

Pam...
Locked in a world of parental control.
Playing music for her sake,
the only thing she'll enjoy,
is music.
But her life is banned from music,
she was lost,
sad,
frustrated.
One night,
she woke up,
in a room of darkness,
hearing music from somewhere in the dark,
the place was empty,
when she found a door to a room.
....
She opens the door into a room,
listening to the music,
her tears roll down from her cheeks,
she thought,
no longer darkness,
but sun shining down on her.
In the center of the room,
there he stands,
waiting for her,
the only person who would understand her,
the only person she need,
he will be the one...
who she need to live on.
supports her in what she likes.
He holds out his hand for her,
a silver cord joining them...
He hold her close,
promise her that he'll stay forever.
looking into his eyes,
feeling the warmth he'll bring to her.
forever... remember

Pam curiousity
Ted
=p muacks...

Pat... Cal.

Properties of Pat:

Pat
-active
-supportive
-positive
-strong (erm... both mentally & physically... i guess)

Pat's love in the air:

Pat dreamt of someone...
...
In a place,
where she don't need to hide how she feels.
And that's when that guy,
he comes around...
the music plays,
and he ask her for a dance.
She felt herself floating up into the clouds,
dancing with him flawlessly.
And suddenly...
She tripped,
and found herself in his arms,
looking into his eyes,
knowing he's the one.
She wants him.
Wanting to hold him closer,
and dance there forever,
floating in the clouds.
She promise that she'll never forget that moment,
that place was her dream,
it's her heaven,
where she found him,
If the dream is going to be over,
she'll see him in real life,
because...
they were just meant to be...

Pat romance,
Cal.
XOXO

Pyx... SD

Properties Of Pyx:

Pyx is a kind girl,
well,
it's very obvious from her name.
In her life,
all she wants,
are friends who are trustworthy.

Pyx's love:

Ever saw a guy from somewhere,
when you know he will be yours
and he have to be yours??
Once,
Pyx was celebrating her birthday with her friends in a restaurant,
she enjoyed her day,
a lot,
when suddenly...
there comes the guy of her dream,
walking in the restaurant...
he was just the right guy for her,
she realise that she did not fall head over heels for a guy before,
but she just did...
in an instant,
she felt that there were only 2 of them,
in that room.
he's the type of guy,
who she knows...
He is right for her,
she knows,
he'll be someone...
that she'll trust...
till the end,
they were meant to be,
in this place,
this only place when she
saw someone from her dreams
Ooo...
Pyx got it good...
And from that on,
that will be the
SPECIAL RESTAURANT OF LOVE...
for Pyx...


Pyx Rox!!!
SD
=p

Conclusion to so called love story

At last Pussy wanted to stay true to her friends...
She didn't want to loose any of her friends.
She chose not to like that guy,
live a life without him...
She don't feel that it is a bad idea,
she likes it,
and her friends support her,
they will always support her.
See...
Friendship is what a girl need.
" Pussy, we'll support you,
trust you,
love you..."
-the end-

Love Story

There was once a girl(name her~Pussy) who like a guy madly...
Let's call it THE GIRL 'LOVE' HIM.
She likes that guy for quite a long time,
she dreamt of him,
she talks about him in her dreams,
she worries about him...
whenever something happens to him...
she'll never forget him.

Every single day,
Pussy will try to see him, every hour, every minute...
She was dying to get him.
For her, that guy was everything she ever wanted,
his eyes, things making people curious about him,
the warmth whenever he's around.
She wants him, but she can't.
She didn't dare to tell him how she feels about him...

And one day, she heard from someone that...
someone else likes that guy.
what did the other girl do??
Let's just call the other girl ~ puppy
She wrote about him,
she cried for him,
she hurt herself for him...
All puppy wanted to do,
is to show other people how much she loves him.

Pussy was sad, lack of confidence, lost.
She told her friends...
that maybe puppy will make a great couple for him.
she said she wants to forget about him,
but at night,
she cried...
She couldn't forget about him.
He's the guy who she'll never forget,
different than the other guys that she knows,
he was the one.
But not know,
he's gonna be Puppy's.

Puppy was telling everyone she's close to...
that she is going to tell him how she feels about him.
Pussy was pretending she didn't care about anything that is going to happen...
but truly, she never gave up on him at all.
And to prove it, she promise her friends she will never like him...
Ever again...

Few days later, Puppy went crying all around,
telling her friends how he rejected her,
it became a rumor,
and Pussy heard of it.
Pussy was kinda happy, suddenly.
the happy Pussy who her friends never seen for almost 2 months.
But the thing is Pussy promised her friends,
that she'll never like him...
What will she do??
Will she break her friend's promise
and tell that guy how much she loves him??

New Nick Name

New nick names for BFFS
Amanda ~ Doggie
Evelyn ~ Teddy
Jenny ~ Flyer
Wan Shin ~ Meow...

Best Friends Forever...

rush

Can you feel it
can you feel it
rushing through your head
rushing through your head
can you feel it
can you feel it

Don't let nobody tell you
your life is over
be every colour that you are
into the rush now
you don't have to know how
know it all before you'll try

it takes you to another place
imagine everything you can
...

A Sleepless Night

4.17 a.m.
Couldn't sleep...
staring up the ceiling...


Get up,
to my study table,
on the laptop,
and start typing...


Nothing to say,
nothing that i can even blurt about
just feel so unemotional...

Feel nothing...

RANDOMNESS MUCH...

Aquarius 18-25 October

Aquarius
Jan 21-Feb 18
Lucky day: Tuesday
Lucky colour: Silver
Lucky number: 3
Make way for a material week. Chances are, you're smitten with money and assets-with an eye to the kind of lifestyle they can provide. Just as well, as you're in the mood to shop-even if the plastic does go into serious meltdown.

weird...

so frustrated

Siblings are just someone you have to hate forever.... NO MATTER WHAT!!
Being sick is one thing, I don't know if I'm lazy to wake up or what,
I slept at 1 something last night, my brother woke me up...
by jumping up and down on my bed with his stinking feet,
don't mention that it was at 7.30 a.m.

Fine... apology accepted... and duh he have to apologize for doing that.

When we went out, my brother actually kick mud...
INTO MY FAVOURITE SLIPPERS!!! I'll hate him forever for doing that...

We were out buying deco, my brother actually purposely bump into me,
my phone fell out of my pocket, nothing happen... just scratches...
And obviously I can't scold him... my dad is there,
he's just too lucky...

And the whole time after we came home, he kept disturbing me..
knocking on my door wanting to come in... but no way
if they ever come into my room,
my room will be destroyed.

They just have to make me so unlucky...

BFFs

Thanks you guys...
You guys treat me so good, yet, i don't know what to do...
you guys treat me so like a great friend...
I LOVE YOU GUYS SOOO MUCH!!!
like a sis...

bored

No school tomorrow...
It's gonna be so boring...

Random much...

Life gets boring every single day when I realize there's nothing to do...
But it's interesting with 'something' to do...
Somehow, now i'm so boring that I don't mind sleeping right now...
JUST RIGHT NOW

13 more days

13 more days to Amanda's birthday...

Perfection In My Eyes

Perfection In My Eyes

All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart,
And for us to be together, to never be apart.

No one else in the world can even compare,
You're perfect and so is this love that we share.

We have so much more than I ever thought we would,
I love you more than I ever thought I could.

I promise to give you all I have to give,
I'll do anything for you as long as I live.

In your eyes I see our present, our future and past,
By the way you look at me I know we will last.

I hope that one day you'll come to realize,
How perfect you are when seen through my eyes.

- Ashley Borden -

Amanda's Birthday Countdown

Amanda's birthday(25th October) countdown:
15 more days

A Someone You Love

In your everyday life, all you wanted to do is to be with the one you love.
Miss him every second when he's not with you.
Try to imagine him sitting beside you when you're alone.
And suddenly when you realize the bond between you guys was weak all along...
you figured you have to change the way you love him.
Now, since the bond isn't that weak anymore,
you still miss him, try to imagine him...
But you'll know he's in your heart, and he'll always be.
Don't need to worry about anything else.

...

A few more days to Amanda's birthday...

woof woof... & small dimple...

will wish Amanda a happy birthday!!!

woof woof = playboy

small dimple = lov3

LOVE DEFINED

Love Defined

What is love, but an emotion,
So strong and so pure,
That nurtured and shared with another
All tests it will endure?

What is love, but a force
To bring the mighty low,
With the strength to shame the mountains
And halt time’s ceaseless flow?

What is love, but a triumph,
A glorious goal attained,
The union of two souls, two hearts
A bond the angels have ordained?

What is love, but a champion,
To cast the tyrant from his throne,
And raise the flag of truth and peace,
And fear of death o’erthrow?

What is love, but a beacon,
To guide the wayward heart,
A blazing light upon the shoals
That dash cherished dreams apart?

And what is love, but forever,
Eternal and sincere,
A flame that through wax and wane
Will outlive life’s brief years?

So I’ll tell it on the mountaintops,
In all places high and low,
That love for you is my reason to be,
And will never break or bow.

- Matt Dubois -"

HIM AGAIN

That guy's name keep on appearing in my mind...
Couldn't forget about him even though how much I hate him...
What kind of person is he to make me remember his name...
It's not fair to me...
Chloe, I think you'll understand.

But for me it's all a guy's fault, a form 3 guy. For some reason, it's his fault.

OOPS!!

Oops!!
At last meuw don't like either meow or lollipop...
She gives up on everyone she likes...
Wish that meuw will find someone she likes again...
I hope...

Love Challenge

Meuw ~ Meow or Lollipop !!!

LOVE...

Love isn't simple...
Getting a guy is difficult...
Keeping him with you is even more difficult...